Why would I have thought about something like this?? In passing or in depth?
[ Did he even understand the question? He let his hand be stopped easily enough, swallowing just a little as he looked up to make eye contact with the other man. ]
No, I...
[ He what? He had thought about it, hadn't he? He'd thought about it a lot since the night of the party, during the night of the party...
However he tried to look at it, it wasn't really the how it happened but why? A breath hitched in his throat as he tried to push it all out of his mind. ]
I don't want anything to change, I never did. He might be irresponsible and a little lazy but he's more than that? And he deserves more than this.
[ There was a half-hearted gesture to himself. Ah, the overwhelming insecurity. Far more heartfelt than he meant for it to be, cheeks burning as his gaze dropped back down to the floor. Now that he thought more on it, had they ever really just been friends? ]
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Date: 2019-05-24 06:54 pm (UTC)[ Did he even understand the question? He let his hand be stopped easily enough, swallowing just a little as he looked up to make eye contact with the other man. ]
No, I...
[ He what? He had thought about it, hadn't he? He'd thought about it a lot since the night of the party, during the night of the party...
However he tried to look at it, it wasn't really the how it happened but why? A breath hitched in his throat as he tried to push it all out of his mind. ]
I don't want anything to change, I never did. He might be irresponsible and a little lazy but he's more than that? And he deserves more than this.
[ There was a half-hearted gesture to himself. Ah, the overwhelming insecurity. Far more heartfelt than he meant for it to be, cheeks burning as his gaze dropped back down to the floor. Now that he thought more on it, had they ever really just been friends? ]